Something people might not understand

I'm not one to go someplace I'm made to feel unwelcome

• When Meghan acted screwy in front of her mom, I stayed away until she told me she missed me and wanted to see me
• When Meghan was playing her hot and cold games, I could've very easily gone to Porter's Pub the night she cancelled the last lunch date we had scheduled but I didn't
• When she started with more head game and acting like she was mad at me just days after telling me "we'll see each other again real soon," I could've stopped in to Lagerhaus before a Bandits game but I didn't
• There were a few Jills appearances over the summer I might've showed up at but after their director told so many to unfriend me and told me that I would be treated as less than a fan, it would've killed me
• It's gonna be rough enough going to Bills games at all..I don't know how I can make my rounds with the Ambassadors the way I have for all these years the way things stand.

Keep getting told...

...things will get better...love to believe that but when? Why did they get to this point in the 1st place? Whatever happened to karma? I did everything right by Meghan and by the Jills...yet because of them, the last 3 months have been the worst of my life. If God has any mercy, He'll end my suffering somehow and soon.

Have to wonder

what drives a person to slander another? Do they get a special thrill out of it when the person they're slandering did nothing to them?
It's a sick world...but it's worse when people believe them :(