the pain would end...spent a part of everyday since last Sunday in tears. Not sure what triggered it...I know when I saw Hot Tub Time Machine I started thinking about what I'd change to make sure all the crap from the last 20 months or so wouldn't have happened...losing Meghan because of her mother and my being afraid to get too close...getting a knife in the back from the Jills director and feeling it get twisted over and over everytime she forced one of the Jills to turn her back on me.
It was never a big deal for me if a Jill or a Bandette decided to add me as a friend on FB or follow me on Twitter or Instagram...but getting unfriended, unfollowed, or blocked by someone I had thought considered me a friend hurts a lot.
Monday, May 27, 2013
Saturday, April 27, 2013
I truly think
that Meghan is just being used as a scapegoat...Steph hung me out to dry and lied to me a number of times in the past
- 2008 Jills Beach Party was postponed due to rain and Steph told me it was rescheduled....I showed up and no one was there
- 2009 Saturday after the Toronto game...an event scheduled at the Snow Park in Niagara Falls, NY...even up on the Jills website...showed up...no one there
- 2010 97Rock away game parties were cancelled after the 2nd one....I showed up for the 3rd to find out the news...that was the day that Meghan and I 1st spent any real time together
- at the 2010 Fundraiser, Steph told me that there'd be a Calendar Release Party on 9/23/11...my 40th bday...it never happened
- then after she already drove the knife into my back, she told me there'd be no Jills at any of the BvB events....yet there were Ashley and Emmy
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