Monday, May 27, 2013

Just wish

the pain would end...spent a part of everyday since last Sunday in tears. Not sure what triggered it...I know when I saw Hot Tub Time Machine I started thinking about what I'd change to make sure all the crap from the last 20 months or so wouldn't have happened...losing Meghan because of her mother and my being afraid to get too close...getting a knife in the back from the Jills director and feeling it get twisted over and over everytime she forced one of the Jills to turn her back on me.
It was never a big deal for me if a Jill or a Bandette decided to add me as a friend on FB or follow me on Twitter or Instagram...but getting unfriended, unfollowed, or blocked by someone I had thought considered me a friend hurts a lot.

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